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Ain't No Sunshine When He's Gone... 
21st-Aug-2008 08:48 am
Animated Amanda
My bedroom looks like a shrine to Rocky. It even smells like him,
which is a mixture of ass, sweat, and feet. But it is a familiar
disgustingly nostalgic smell which i love so much. I went and saw
him yesterday as he was sworn in. I almost busted into tears as I
said my last goodbyes to him. He kept whispering that he wasn't
leaving me but instead was going to work and was coming home soon.
I really want to be supportive of him, but it is so hard to let go
of something you love so much. Mom and dad have been supportive of
my depression lately. Dad brought me home a cookie and asked me why
I was crying. When I told him he kinda gave off the vibe he thought
it was stupid, but I guess that is the most I will get off dad. Mom
has been really supportive with telling me that it will get easier
and that Rocky is doing this for both of us. Basically she has accepted
the fact that I want to marry Rocky. Dad is still a little skeptical
on that topic. The hardest part about yesterday was when we were walking
to the bus, I started to cry a little so i squeezed his hand hard and
he squeezed back. I was just so torn up about him going. I still am
torn up about it. I am just, I will need to depend on my friends now
to help me through this. That means i need to hang out with you losers
more now...so invite me places...or else.

I miss him...but i am also proud of him...
21st-Aug-2008 05:06 pm (UTC)
Why doesnt your dad like him?
22nd-Aug-2008 04:01 am (UTC)
because i am his baby and he is afraid of another man taking his place. Rocky is a great responsible man...Dad will see that eventually
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